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beefox -

bee gonna wash dishes! *grabs rake*


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beefox -

*casual relate more with dog taught use button board speak then speaking people*


beefox asked:

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mantis-core -

You know when you get into a really good mood? Arm flapping excitable stimming? Fellow autistic ppl you understand what Iโ€™m sayin right? :D


mantis-core -

I'm still feelin it mr krabs *does a happy dance*


beefox -

yes yes yes and bounce on toes and flap and bounce


fallow reblogged fallow
fallow -

just a few observations abt the latest two owl house eps

  • emperor belos is probly really old beyond his natural lifespan i mean there's murals of him and everything, seems like hes eating magic-hearts to stay alive

  • he has some sort of second-in-command with the gold mask, saw them at end of last episode then rewatchd second-to-last saw them standing next to him when he ate the heart

  • he has no qualms with outright lying; only reason i was surprised by this is usually i'm used to villains of his archetype having some sort of honesty policy and tricking people on the letter of the law instead of just outright telling lilith he was gonna put eda in the coven and heal her curse and then doing The Opposite Of That

  • ...kiki mora doing the worm is the funniest thing thank u gus

  • stunning animation in eda and liliths fight scene...speaking of which i rly liked the one where luz and amity danced to beat the fear monster too both of those r rly cool scenes to watch both emotionally and visually,,

  • what is the fire at the top of the tower?

  • emperor belos sometimes has pupils and sometimes doesn't...many megalovania joke but also wonder what is the pattern of this


fallow -

@beefox said: bee therory that belos is human and his staff relic not staff. he use relic to stay live and absorb "evil" witch powers

wowow i did not even rly think of that huh,,, is interesting idea! gonna hafta look back n see if he ever do magic without staff....fjdskgh


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supermario -

Listen, pal, cursing ain't easy. It's gonna cost you if you want me to curse you and your entire bloodline. I'm talking at least twenty dollars for a good curse. Maybe ten if you don't care about quality.


fallow -

see i thought you were trying to tell me i coudlnt say fuck


supermario -

Curse of can't curse: only twenty dollars for every swear to be censored with the most annoying beep possible! Ten dollars and a few "fucks" and "dammits!" might slip by.


beefox -

the plot to The Good Place


autiestella -

wonder what abt signed cuss, & other non-speak cuss/rude gesture? just big visible censor bar?


fallow -

ten dollars gets pixellate hand, have to pay full 20 for censor bar (be warned people will not like u if u do censor bar tho, its the same from every angle so it confuse brain)


supermario -

Listen, pal, cursing ain't easy. It's gonna cost you if you want me to curse you and your entire bloodline. I'm talking at least twenty dollars for a good curse. Maybe ten if you don't care about quality.


fallow -

see i thought you were trying to tell me i coudlnt say fuck


supermario -

Curse of can't curse: only twenty dollars for every swear to be censored with the most annoying beep possible! Ten dollars and a few "fucks" and "dammits!" might slip by.


beefox -

the plot to The Good Place


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beefox asked:

hey just so know, bee support endo systems, and as is on your dni thought maybe want to know so can unfollow if want? are welcome to continue follow but want to be transparent so don't make uncomfy

idioticsilverware -

oh! thank you for letting me know! nothing against the endos personally, like as who they are (or people who support them!!) but I don't understand it. if anyone is willing to talk me through why they say they are what they are, then I'm all down for it.

at the moment though, it just makes me uncomfy based on what I know about them. its more based off if you want me to unfollow you, because that's one of the things that aren't a hard rule. no hard feelings if you do!!

seriously though, if you're down to talk about endos or if anyone else is, hit me up? i'd love to learn more but one of our alters is a hard no on the subject so we added it to our dni.


beefox -

oh sure! am not expert on topic but basically:

endos are systems not from trauma, which can make some uncomfortable cause maybe feel like that if can be system without trauma, then trauma not valid.

there not lots difference, they just systems like any other, often different difficulty but in end, brains are weird and science only really look at traumagenic, cause traumagenic most often need help so end up in medical system more. slowly research being done on endo, but still not lots. but they are people and systems like any other, and while lots of roumors about how they bad for trumagenic, but in bee experience they just that, roumors. every endo system bee ever meet (and bee meet prolly at least hundred) have been very respectful about traumagenic experience and stuff

feel free ask any questions have! am try answer, or ask friends who can!


idioticsilverware -

(response under cut bc this post is long)


i did a little research and it all told me the same thing: endos are faking. I'll do more research, from other resources, but I still don't understand how endos could even come to exist if there wasn't the initial split from early childhood. and how they could come to exist with the same disorder, like wouldn't it be another disorder if it wasn't from trauma? or at least a subtype, of sorts. and, how is being endogenic different from just having tulpas, at least subconsciously?


beefox -

ye, lots people say are faking cause no really understand, but spend 10 minutes with endos and is pretty clear to see they not.

they have lots of the things no one talks about, many similar experiences etc.

as why can happen? no one really know, we no actually know for sure how systems happen in first place, and the common "trauma before 9-12 years old" has been proven to not real make sense in more recent research (for reference, that is from one study in about 1980s, and personal who did that study actually lost their license for psychology for abusing their research for profit and keeping people in their practice, is real horrible that trial so be warn if look up)

if want bee theory: brains weird and just sometimes things don't happen "correctly", maybe is cause pieces no form together like meant to, maybe brain just created new people cause can?

in short: we don't really know, cause science only look at people who lives being detrimental from something, not people who function okay.

people can't really create tulpas subconscious, lots and lots effort has to go into making brain switch from "singlet mode" to "plural mode"

and think big thing that is important here is that system โ‰  DID/OSDD, way bee usual explain is that did/osdd is systems where the brain is causing issues cause of trauma, but there are systems where brain doesn't do that, and so alters can work together better and as such aren't disorderly. a disorder by definition has to be detrimental, and some systems aren't!

lots people out there say endos fake because they scared. they scared that if endos real, then what if they aren't traumagenic, but endongenic, and their trauma didn't actually happen or wasn't hurting enough.

people get scared of unknown and different. they get scared cause they want be understood, and if they no understand everything about themselves, well that scary and no one wants think about that, so if say something not real, no have to think about.

other question to ask is why? if endos fake, why? there nothing to gain.

is not attention, most endos don't tell anyone outside system community.

is not for access mental health, many psychiatrists would refuse help them

is not privilege, all systems more likely get hurt by people, known as system or not

there is no gain to faking it, especially not for years, and even if are some fakes, why would be thousands? if not 10s thousands, who faking?

there is no sense to fake. so that conclusion must be wrong.

(plus, many endo bee know actually have big fears of "what if faking", and fakers don't worry about if they are faking, cause they know they are, is a conscious choice)


idioticsilverware -

that,, actually helped a lot!! thank you!! :D I understand more now


beefox -

just want check where you stand on endos now? cause not quite sure


idioticsilverware -

i'm gonna need a day to get more information and let everything settle out in my brain correctly but I think I do understand them now and are okay with them.


beefox -

awesome! if would like friendly discord that maybe help learn stuff (esp terms) can invite you one, server is very focus on learning and sharing so sure you no get yelled at or anything c:


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beefox -

amity is big gay mess hehehe


fallow -

same hat same hat we just watch owl house too and is what i was thinking >=3


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@beefox
stella picture smth like this!!! hehehe


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beefox -

think is kind funny, dyslexia mess up bee reading but also make so bee read upside down or backwards easy cause used doing that cause letters and words do that sometime


fallow -

oh huh is neat!


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also i wore sandals to the wedding because yes


fallow -

@beefox commented:
love fallow Minecraft skin!!

thank thank!! =D this one basically how i dress irl fhdjgkhf made this skin specific for attend wedding, usually look like this:


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beefox -

bee try old style again, still like c:


fallow -

aww is v cute!!

=0 what does symbol mean? looked on dictionary but didnt see it jfdklsfj


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beefox -

uh wear thing make you happy no care what people think? best thing thank for come ted talk


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beefox -

is not best peice but now with colour and feathers c:


fallow -

they look like a friend!


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mantis-core -

do most americans not know who rupert murdoch is? or that he owns media outlets in multiple countries?? which should never be allowed especially with someone like him


beefox -

if bee remember he own about 40% media in Australia and like 90% in America


mantis-core -

it's more like 60% here (according to some internet searching), i've no idea what the percentage is in the uk and other places tho


fallow -

i mean i live in usa and i have no idea who ur talking about so-


beefox -

he person who own pretty much all media in America and started fox


fallow -

[surprsied pikachu face]

somehow never occur to me someone owns fox...weird never heard of him.

have heard of media-owning ppl like jeff bezos, mark zuckerberg, sundar pichai, etc. but not heard of him


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mantis-core -

do most americans not know who rupert murdoch is? or that he owns media outlets in multiple countries?? which should never be allowed especially with someone like him


beefox -

if bee remember he own about 40% media in Australia and like 90% in America


mantis-core -

it's more like 60% here (according to some internet searching), i've no idea what the percentage is in the uk and other places tho


fallow -

i mean i live in usa and i have no idea who ur talking about so-


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beefox -

Myriad

some art of pluralkit discord bot mascot myriad


fallow -

aww this is really cute,, very good hand =0

what is pluralkit? is it thing to help systems use discord better?


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fuuuull collage!
some normal optical illusions, some direct from (or inspire by) show, & some also just stella being strange >:)


beefox -

these all real awesome!!!


fallow -

the black and white with gray lines illusion worked on me i was like "wait how'd you get it to tilt in so few pixels--oHHH"


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beefox -

shout out all bee mutual who no speak proper! you valid and am love how you speak! no matter if it's "cringy" or "stpd" or anything. is beautiful


fallow -

!! thank thank ='3 you too you too!

is good do things with language


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here's what stella got done :3
stella prob change entryway of robin's classroom so ceiling change abit, but!
v proud sofar...

stella intend add other canon-seen rooms, so library, science lab, & control panel (stella got IDEAS...)
& also got ideas bounce around for non-canon rooms! both gym & computer lab (as raven/cyborg mention) & even smth like music room...

each one gonna have own lil puzzley way to get out :3 robin's not set up yet so um oops?


beefox -

this amazing!!!!


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beefox -

bee wonder how people decide thing is up road or down road? is based compass? how work?


fallow -

oh oh really good question...maybe?? maybe also could be elevation?


mcatnip -

it is most often because of elevation! especially in towns that are near the sea or big lakes, down the street is towards the water, downhill


fallow -

neato =D


mcatnip -

oh, it's also means to the beginning of the street or to the end (by the building numbers)

i forgot about this bc we don't use it that often

and sometimes these two definitions contradict each other, and you hear the same thing from two different people, but they mean the exact opposite, and you get lost


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beefox -

head test

bee practice head! almost forgot ears hehe! made process into gif!

picrew big help on making hair, help bee think hair as 2 layer instead 1 blob, help lots lots cause that always why bee struggle hair.

am really proud shape head!


fallow -

oh really neat to watch the gif =0

yeye picrew helping make sense! remind me of at some point i played sims and just messed around in the sim creator for a while making characters and found it helped me draw humans better later on (used to draw but not humans, was hard starting out) =D


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autiestella -

guess relatldy
stella not see this enough & want say

you not bad person for intrusive thoughts ... no matter how violent or awful
you deserve love & whatever help can get, to feel safe in own body & own head


autiestella -

on flipside, if you not someone w intrusive thoughts:
pls not reject person if admit to intrusive thoughts
intrusive is intrusive because thoughts make distress, & not mean any real desire
is scary & unfun, & not everyone in position where can work through - "just refuse think" also tends make worse, cause can force focus back there


beefox -

intrusive thoughts by definition unwanted


fallow -

@babushka said: "#you are not your thoughts #even in general i think"

yeye is important thing in meditation! the idea that thoughts are not you, just things that happen to you, and theyr influence by so many other things so when upset at self for thought just remember: it didnt come from you and it doesnt have to be you; what is you is your choices and random thought is not one of them


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